Sunday, July 31, 2011

Recuperating at a Resort

Our driver from the hospital delivered us safely to the Fisherman’s Cove Resort, which is just a beautiful place on the Bay of Bengal just on the south end of Chennai.  Like many places with a large disparity between poor and wealthy, the boundary is rather abrupt between life outside the resort, and life inside.

We drove along the main road south, which looked like this:
And then we turned down a side street, went past security guards, and it looked like this:

We walked into the lobby area with our luggage, they showed us to a seated check-in area, and then brought us chilled, scented washcloths, and fresh juice.  There is one person at the resort, Patrick, who is the contact for all the hipster patients who stay here post-surgery. He met us at registration and informed us we’d been upgraded from a room in the hotel to a cottage (score!).  It’s just beautiful – a circular cottage, with a king-sized bed, a closet and bathroom in the back, with a private outdoor shower in back of that.  I think that shower may have been even more wonderful than my first shower post-surgery.
Our Cottage



It was quite hot and muggy for us Oregonians - temperatures in the mid-to-high-90s F and humidity around 80% - though our cottage and the main restaurant were air-conditioned.  It was a 5-7 minute walk (crutching) from the cottage to the restaurant in the main building, so I just breathed as best as I could and kept moving to the next air-conditioned area.   

Ted did get in the pool, which would have been a lovely respite.  I can’t get in until I’m fully healed but I put my toes in the wading area.

While we were at Fisherman's Cove, Hillary Clinton was in Chennai for two days, and she didn't even call us!  (I was a little disappointed.)  However, apparently the resort was on the way for a number of Indian dignitaries or politicians or public servants to the place where she was holding her meetings.  Ted saw a number of well-armed police strolling the grounds and asked about it.  He was told that they were just conducting more surveillance than usual.




I didn't want the opportunity to touch the Bay of Bengal to pass me by just because I was post-surgery.  Well, and also because they weren't allowing swimming on the beach while we were there due to a rip current.  So I just crutched out on the sand, and let a wave wash over my feet.  It counts!
The day we had planned to go out on a little shopping excursion, my stomach had a bit of trouble. So we never made it to a market to purchase souvenirs.  Luckily, there are many importers of India goods online!


Saturday, July 30, 2011

Recovering from Surgery

The day of surgery I was fairly loopy and slept a lot.  The next day, I got to get up and walk with a walker. 
Walking was great in that twice a day I got up and walk around and it felt better than the last time I got up and walked around.  By the next day, I'd made it out the door and down the hall though, and on day 3 post-surgery, I graduated from a walker to crutches.
Physiotherapy!
By day 3 I was off all the drips and tubes, which was good. I also got new x-rays so that Dr. Bose could see the positioning of the implant, and all looked well.

In the meantime, my husband Ted was great about adjusting and fixing the bed, the blankets, the pillow, hoisting my leg back onto the bed, opening jelly packets, all the important stuff that I couldn't quite do on my own.  He was able to stay with me in the room - there was a 'companion' cot in the room as well as my hospital bed.  We apparently don't have a photo with his bed made (which is surprising to me, as he did make his bed every day), so you'll just have to excuse us - this view is standing in the doorway.
Companion cot, door to bathroom, my bed off to the right
Here are a few pictures of what we could see out our windows.  The large white building is the Rain Tree Anna Salai hotel, where we would have stayed our first night (had the flights gone according to plan), but also were we would stay on our last night in Chennai.

By this time, I was amazed at the progress I'd made and in some ways I was wishing I felt better; I think that's normal.

I called Day 4 post surgery a 5-star day!!  We had many achievements.

First, my PT (we call it "physiotherapy" in India) told me he was very pleased with how I'd done. I could do all of the exercises that he'd been doing with me twice a day without any assistance, and then... I got to do stairs with the crutches.  I'm only sorry that Ted was not there to document it.  This was the final milestone I had to pass to be discharged!  So the next day we could be on the way to the Fisherman's Cove Resort until we come back to the hospital on Saturday for a final checkup.

Day 4 is ALSO the day they give you a waterproof dressing for the incision, so I was able to shower for the first time in four days.  The nurses were laughing and touching my hair once it was clean again - I had just been pulling it back into a ponytail, and after washing it, it was kind of frizzy/wavy/air-dried.

Ted had an adventure to the immigration office to get one more piece of paper we allegedly have to have to leave - some sort of "exit permit".  Only this trip was only the first one, he had to go back the next day to GET the paper.  He was gone for a bit longer than two of hours, and describes it thusly: "Think of the DMV. However it included no ticket numbers, just a poorly organized seated sort of line up, where chairs were placed tightly together, and when the person ahead of you moved, you were supposed to move, before someone else sat down.  Also up at the front of the line were always four or five people either returning with new information or just plain cutting in line.  Oh, also, there were no writing surfaces – no tables, counters, clipboards, so you had to manage filling out all your papers on your knee, while you were defending your spot."

This sounds exactly like driving in India.  There are lanes drawn on the road, but the object really is to cram as many vehicles into the width of the road as possible – trucks, vans, cars, little three-wheelers and motorbikes with anywhere from 1 to 4 people on them!  Actually we only saw 4 twice – small child in front of dad driving, mom side-saddle on the back, holding on to dad with one hand, holding the baby.  But we caught a picture of one of the families!

Family of four on a bike
I saw a dad with his two boys behind him, the smaller one seeming to be sleeping right behind dad, with big brother behind the small one, keeping him on the bike.  It’s great fun to watch, but I think I would not ever like to have a go driving here.

Getting to India

And finally we were on our way! Er...
We were supposed to fly down to San Francisco from Eugene, then on to Frankfurt and Chennai.  Well, fog shut down one of the runways and we were delayed for almost three hours getting out of Oregon. We missed two flights to Frankfurt, and the next one wouldn't have gotten us there in time for the flight to Chennai.  For some reason there was not a flight from Frankfurt to Chennai the next day, so we spent the night at a Holiday Inn Express near the airport and flew out the next afternoon through Hong Kong to Chennai...! (I've said this before: when I get my flight itinerary, you can assume that the flights listed are the flights I WON'T be on that day.)
Of course that got us into Chennai after midnight Wednesday night, and I was supposed to be admitted for all the pre-op stuff on Wednesday and have surgery on Thursday the 14th.  So I called my contact Janet at WorldMedAssist (the medical/travel agency that many people work with for international surgery) and got the following email through her from Dr. Bose:    

Obviously the surgery cannot be done on the 14th as she is arriving early morning on the 14th.
We will postpone the date of surgery by a day.
We will take care and not to worry.

Are you kidding me?!  "Take care and not to worry?"  I was amazed that he was willing and able to reschedule my surgery.  What a relief!  I wasn't sure yet if we would have to move the flight home and what all that would entail, but I'd cross that bridge later.  I was glad we bought the travel insurance, since the airline doesn't pay for hotels needed after weather delays.
Here I am in the Hong Kong Airport
Couldn't get there heading east, so we headed west and hoped for the best.


We arrived in Chennai around 3:00 am, showered and slept for a few hours.  The first day I had all my pre-op tests including an x-ray of my hip, a chest x-ray, an echo-cardiogram, and an EKG.  Then we met my surgeon Dr. Bose, (as awesome a guy as I'd been told), and then I was all clear for surgery at 8:30am on Friday.


Dr. Bose also gave us more good news - even though we delayed surgery by a day due to travel issues, he didn't think it was necessary to change our return travel arrangements - we could still fly home on the 25th.

The hospital experience in India was a little different than I expected - on the one hand, I didn't always understand the nurses and attendants, and there are just so many people here, that getting through the hospital for tests was sort of overwhelming.  Maybe it wouldn't have been if I lived in a more metropolitan place and was used to having so many people around.  But on the other hand, the orthopedic ward and my room were total serenity, the food was really good, and the nurses and attendants told me when they were seeing me for the last time that day and if they would be back the next day or later - it was very personal.

The procedure took around two hours to complete and Dr. Bose said the surgery went smoothly with no complications.


Saturday, July 9, 2011

I'm officially stressed, but I think it's ok.

Yeah, the last week has been me doing at least two weeks of work at my job (I'm almost done) and this has had the benefit of keeping all my fretting at bay.  This is a classic Angie Move:  if there's something that might be worrisome or troubling ahead, I will just get super-busy with something else so that I can avoid even acknowledging that said thing is coming. 

Now I am less than 48 hours from getting on the plane.  Some of the housework is done, a bit of the packing is done.  And I can no longer ignore the fact that I am a big ball of excitement, anxiety and straight-up fear.

Here's the thing, though: I'm not debilitated or anything.  And it would be really weird if I was not nervous.  I'm traveling half-way around the world.  To have orthopedic surgery.  And my kids are not coming along.  Any of those things would stress me out.  I've tried not to spend too much time with worst-case scenarios (should I write letters to my kids in case I die?) and keep prioritizing the tasks I have in front of me to prepare for the more-likely scenarios. 

I thought it might help to acknowledge the big deal this adventure is by taking some time to write a quick post.  Besides, my hip was hurting from standing a doing housework.  Time well-spent.  Now to vacuum!

Monday, July 4, 2011

For Realz

I will be boarding a plane in one more week!  I am surprisingly not anxious about this.  But that may be because I have a week's worth of work at the front of my brain, distracting me from fretting about surgery.  Work comes in handy like that for me.  I am making decent progress on the work I committed to finishing before I leave on my hip adventure - and I am looking forward to leaving work and putting thoughts of it aside once this week is done.

It was the two-week-window that made this seem real.  I have a list of household things I'd like to finish as well before we go, since we'll have guests staying in our house the entire time we're gone - I don't think I have unrealistic expectations about how clean the house will be (read: not spotless) but I'd like them to feel welcome and comfortable while they're there.  So a bit of dusting, some thorough vacuuming, bathroom cleaning, and general putting-stuff-away.  I made small progress a little each day over the weekend.  And I've got a few tasks I'm delegating to Ted and the boys.

In a couple of days I am instructed to go off of NSAIDS (ibuprofen: advil, etc.) and aspirin, - anything that thins the blood.  I have started worrying about that!  I don't know when the last day was that I didn't take ibuprofen.  I can still take acetaminophen (Tylenol) which will help with the pain but not with inflammation. 

I emailed my work's short-term-disability leave form to my surgeon's office.  I hope they'll be willing and able to fill it out and email or fax it back sometime this week.  I would sure like to tie up that loose end ahead of time.

This week is just going to be slogging through the details.

Friday, June 10, 2011

Things in my life besides planning for surgery?

Ha, that's funny.  As if there are days when I don't think about my hip. 

Actually, there are other things going on. Like the last weeks of school for my kids, which includes dress-up days for Spirit Week and school carnival, but thankfully also a little bit less homework than usual.  Also work, of course, which included a great conference last month, but also news of jobs being eliminated/moved (not mine) which was not so great.

Listen, I have to be honest, much of my brain is focused on this whole hip thing.  Whether it's thinking about pain levels, details for the trip, new medical studies, other hipsters - it takes up a lot of my time.  So anything in my life is sort of viewed through the filter of "how it's affected by my hip."

The kids are pretty happy that they get to see and stay with Grandmas and Cousins and Aunties while we're gone.  So I've put worrying about how they'll be feeling on hold for the most part.  Also, we'll have someone staying at the house the entire time, which I had also been worrying about - but between a conference my step-mom needs to attend in our town to some friends being between abodes, it's just worked out rather easily in fact.  Awesome!

A couple of people that I've met online doing research on hip resurfacing are in India presently - one has had surgery and one is in the next couple of days.  They'll both be gone by the time we get there, but it's very cool to be in contact with folks just ahead of me. 

My husband has been awesome about everything.  I am not consciously worrying (yet) about surgery - but I know it's just under the surface.  I'm glad he's coming along, cause it's quite an adventure.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Evidence that worrying TOTALLY WORKS

I saw a quote recently on my friend Sally's Facebook status: "Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, but only saps today of its strength." In my experience, this holds true.

Yet I can't completely rid my brain of that little superstitious thought that if I worry about the worst possible thing, I will magically prevent it from coming to be.

We sent our Indian visa applications to the India consulate in San Francisco last week. The website says that the application typically takes 7 to 9 business days to process. So when I received an email yesterday that said that the applications had been "processed correctly" and were being FedEx-ed back to us I was fairly certain that "processed correctly" didn't mean "approved" but rather meant "you screwed up so we denied your visas" or even "we're not approving visas right now due to some security concern or other" - I mean "processed correctly" doesn't really SAY anything.

So I worked that thought over in my head for the last 24 hours.

Thank goodness for FedEx - I only had to ward off bad news with my magical worrying powers for one day. Everything has arrived and our visas are approved and paperwork is in order!

"I have known a great many troubles, but most of them never happened" - Mark Twain

... It's because of my magical brain!

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

More information about resurfacing

The Hip Resurfacing Yahoo Group has been invaluable to me - and many others - in learning about the availability of this procedure. Plenty of people are NEVER informed that this is even an option, even though it's been approved by the FDA for 5 years, and this particular device has been used in Europe for 15 years.

This is a more challenging surgery than a total hip replacement procedure, and many surgeons aren't trained to do it, so why bring it up, I guess?

One of the people in the Yahoo group posted a link to a Minnesota anchorman's hip resurfacing story. Don't worry, his name isn't Ron Burgundy. This is great overview of hip resurfacing.

It's about 5 minutes long. If you are at all squeamish (Rachel), just skip minutes 2-3. It's operating room footage. Probably not more than you'd see on your favorite medical drama, but still.

There's post-op stuff too which I was really interested in seeing - he's up and walking (slowly) Day One with a walker.

Anyway, hope you find this interesting. If you have troubles with the video, try copying and pasting the address into your browser. They can be finicky.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

India - it's Official!


Sheeze, I can't believe it's been so long since I updated this, but I wanted to wait until things were really and truly official, and then I wanted to make sure I'd told my family and such before they learned about my plans from a blog.

But I am really going to Chennai, India to get my hip fixed.

Ted is going with me - in July - and we have family and friends who are willing to help with kid and home care. So I've gotten to practice asking for help - really, who is good at that? Not me. But I'm doing it. There is a lot of logistics stuff at the beginning of this process - scheduling, flights, hotels, visa applications - but we're almost through that.

I can't wait to have a hip that works.

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Patience is a virtue. Just not one of mine.

I feel like nothing has really happened since my last post, but actually, I do have more information since then - especially about the insurance stuff.

I have generally pretty good insurance coverage - if I were having this surgery with a local in-network provider, I'd probably have to pay around $1,000 out-of-pocket, depending on how many days I spent in the hospital. When I consider that the total bill is probably minimum $50,000 in my geographic region, I consider it good coverage.

One thing my insurance provider has been stellar at is customer service. I can always reach a customer service agent, and they have a consistently helpful attitude, which for some reason surprises me. When the customer service agent was in over her head with some of my questions, she had a nurse case manager contact me. The nurse case manager (who was a hoot on the phone) gave me her full name and direct line so that I could contact her with other questions as they come up.

What I've learned is that none of the US surgeons I would be willing to travel to are part of the out-of-Oregon network. This means I would be responsible for 20% of the allowable amount. This also means that if the actual charges are more than the allowable amount, I would be responsible for the entire difference. Since the allowable amount is a regional average, I expect that the actual charges in NYC would indeed be higher than the Oregon allowable amount.

I've also learned that since I do not have 'normal' bone density, my surgery would not be pre-authorized. So I expect that means, if I want them to cover it, I have go through some sort of appeal process where I try and wrangle the insurance company. That does not sound fun.

Lemme 'splain. No. There is too much. Lemme sum up: I could spend time and effort convincing an insurance company to cover a portion of the surgery, and still spend more out-of-pocket dollars for a (still excellent but) less experienced surgeon. Or I could try to get on the list with Dr. Vijay Bose in Chennai.

I've officially requested him to resurface my hip, and it's all I can do to keep from checking my email every 20 minutes. Though at some point it becomes moot, as Chennai is 12 1/2 (odd, I know) hours ahead of Oregon. There's no point in checking for another eight hours, at least!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Five Star Day

I looked through the section of the paper with the horoscopes in it this morning as I was heating up my oatmeal. It gives Libras five stars for March 31st. I'm not feeling it.

What I am feeling is anxious. That feeling of just having so much I should/could be doing that none of it is getting done because as soon as I look at one piece, I start thinking about another piece, and then I look at that piece. Rinse. Repeat.

I'm not nervous about the surgery (well, I'm not nervous about that right now). I'm nervous about all the logistical decisions I have to make, and all the information-gathering I have to do: What if I don't ask the exact right question of my insurance, and end up with a huge bill? What if I don't ask the exact right question of my insurance, and miss out on coverage I could have had? What if New York is less expensive than India? What if flying to and from India is awful? What if I miss my kids while I'm gone? What if I make a mistake??????

Also, my work is going through a huge systems change starting tomorrow. So I'm trying to clean up loose ends as best as I can in anticipation. So I can't even distract myself with work - I just have a bunch more 'what ifs' there.

Some days it's just really hard to be a grown up. I would not give those days five stars.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

You're thinking of going WHERE?!?

The top docs in the hip resurfacing community say my age and activity level are worth the effort of getting a resurfacing right on me. My shallow socket (hip dysplasia) is more of a concern than my bone density score - and the experienced doctors would be the most-skilled at getting the placement right, which is the reason for concern with dysplasia.

Besides, I believe this is really the best long-term option for my bone density - I'll be able to focus on keeping my bones strong through exercise with a hip joint that more closely resembles normal anatomy.

So I've started crunching preliminary numbers (they could use... something... paprika? salt? no...) and it's looking like I could see a top US surgeon and pay the out-of-network provider fees (assuming my insurance would cover out-of-network at all, since there are providers in-network that could do the surgery, even if they won't do the surgery) - OR I could fly to Chennai, India, be hospitalized at Apollo Specialty Hospital for 5 days, and then stay at a nearby hotel or resort for the next 8-9 days, and fly home for approximately 25-30% less than the out-of-pocket cost of any US surgeon.

That's a lot!

Listen, I would never have thought I'd be the girl who looks for "medical value travel." I am one of the last people I would expect to seriously consider this. But the more I learn about the doctors, the more I hear about others who have done this, the more I want one of these top docs.

And my gut says Chennai. So Ted and I are gathering information. I may change course, once again - acquiring information does that sometimes.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

I'm Your Density


Much like George McFly, my destiny is intertwined with my density. For me specifically, it's my bone density. Both surgeons have given me basically the same message: I am possibly a candidate for hip resurfacing. But I'd need to be prepared to wake up with a total hip replacement - it all depends on what they'd find when they got in there and got their hands on my femur - is it like a hardwood or a softwood? God forbid it's more like styrofoam, but Dr. Sparling says he's seen bones that porotic.

So on the drive home from Vancouver, my husband (that's Ted, for anyone who doesn't know) and I had a good talk, we Googled up a storm this morning looking at hip replacements, hip resurfacings, projected and actual outcomes and recommended activity restrictions. The longer I sat with it, the more I'd really like to try and get a resurfacing. In order to do that, I'll need to find a very skilled and experienced surgeon.

I would NOT have guessed that this is the route I'd be looking at. And frankly, even more surprising to me is that Ted is totally encouraging me to have my x-rays looked at by the top docs.

So, no plan yet. More information gathering to follow.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

To Be Determined...

I called the surgeon up in Vancouver, and spoke with a medical assistant. My dexa score is not an automatic 'No Resurfacing' in their office, so I'm going for an appointment - and they got me in this Friday afternoon!! I'm pretty happy it's so quick, because I am having a TERRIBLE time not planning out all my options, and my head is sorta driving me crazy.

If after seeing me, my x-rays, and my dexa report, he says he'd be willing to do a resurfacing, I'm planning on signing right up. If he says no, I'm not a good candidate, ... well I don't have a plan yet.

I'm trying to stay balanced between advocating for what I want while not trying to force things. I can do either extreme fairly easily - either go balls out or just give up - so finding a reasonable middle ground may be a matter of noticing balance as the pendulum swings past.

Have I mentioned my hip is really hurting this week? It kinda is. I'm going to have to go the sensible shoe route for the next couple of days, and those who know me well know that's a sacrifice. I have pants I can't wear, because they're too long without heels; it affects my entire wardrobe! I'm only being partly facetious, I realize there are worse things. I just feel like whining.

Maybe in 48 hours there will be a plan. Maybe not. I will be ok, either way, even if I don't think so.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Visual Aid


This picture is from Patricia Walter's Suface Hippy site and I think it does a good job explaining the basic difference between a hip resurfacing and a hip replacement.

Check the difference in remaining femur between the two. Also check the size of the metal ball in the metal socket of each.

Surgeons and Hip Resurfacing

Well, I was going to make my next post about the importance of surgeon experience for this particular surgery, and now I have even more to say about it. With this post, I think I'm moving into present tense with this process, as opposed to the "hey, just so you know, I've been doing this hip thing" tense of my previous posts.

As I've mentioned, there is a very active online hip resurfacing community. These are patients who have had or are looking into this procedure, including some who have become patient advocates who run websites, discussion groups, attend conferences, and communicate directly with some of the most experienced and well-regarded surgeons. This community is made up of people who take a very active role in their own health care, educating themselves about not only the procedure but also the specific prostheses (which manufacturer's device?), surgical approaches (where and what will be cut?), etc.

Frankly I was pleased that there was a surgeon close to where I live that had done enough surgeries for me to feel comfortable that he was well past the learning curve. He said I was a candidate for resurfacing, and I was happy.

Then last Friday I got a call about the final tests I would need before my pre-op appointment. I'm having an EKG and some blood work done at my Physician Assistant's office this week, and I had a DEXA (bone density) scan done about six weeks ago. The surgeon's office had received the DEXA report, but it isn't in the format they typically see. They want me to re-do the DEXA scan at their office when I come up for the pre-op appointment in a couple of weeks, because if the T-score in the report is comparable to the T-score they typically see (and why wouldn't it be? it's a freakin' T-score), Dr. Boyd will likely not be able to perform a hip resurfacing.

In the format they typically receive, they see a T-score and a note. My T-score is -1.2, which, in their format, would usually be accompanied by the note "moderate to high risk of fracture". My report has no note. A quick Google search, gives me the following information:
A T-score compares your bone density to the optimal peak bone density for your gender. It is reported as number of standard deviations below the average. A T-score of greater than minus-1 is considered normal. A T-score of minus-1 to minus-2.5 is considered osteopenia, and a risk for developing osteoporosis. A T-score of less than minus-2.5 is diagnostic of osteoporosis. (http://orthopedics.about.com/cs/osteoporosis/a/bonedensitytest.htm)

So maybe my -1.2 isn't really that bad? Just a leeetle bit osteopenic? I mean, come on, "moderate to high risk of fracture?"

The irony here is that the reason my femur's bone density is in question is because the hip socket isn't deep enough (hip dysplasia) and the socket doesn't fully cover the ball of the femur. In a correctly formed hip joint, the weight-bearing of your hip causes the femur to strengthen itself by becoming more dense. (This is why weight-lifting is recommended as you age, so that your bones remain strong.) But since my joint is not quite right, the bone density is not being encouraged by the joint.

This is all my own description, and not necessarily medically accurate - I should probably mention that, huh? I'm doing my best, but please remember I have no medical degree or training.

Here's what I'm thinking - if Dr. Boyd will not do a resurfacing with the -1.2 T-score, then he's pretty conservative about choosing his resurfacing patients, which he has every right to be.... I think my next move will be to contact a surgeon in Vancouver WA and see if he would consider me. The Vancouver doctor has more resurfacing procedures under his belt, and is more highly regarded in the online resurfacing community. From what I can tell, the more a surgeon participates in ongoing conferences, etc. in the resurfacing doctors' world, the better. Boyd is not that participatory, which I sort of attributed to him being late in his career. But there are stories I've heard (some people call them 'bait and switch') of doctors saying they do resurfacing, but unless you're a super-easy case, they'll talk you into a Total Hip. Which is really just a more pessimistic view of a doctor being conservative about choosing his resurfacing patients.

One option, should Dr. Boyd not be willing to do the resurfacing, is for him to do a Total Hip Replacement using the "Stryker Rejuvenate Stem." Again from a quick Google search, this system better replicates the anatomy of a hip joint (bigger ball than old-school hip-replacements, more comparable to the size of your femur) which provides better stability, less chance of leg length discrepancy, blah blee bloo blah blah. I can't find much about this, other than press releases or info from the Stryker Orthopaedics website. Which, frankly, I put as much faith in as any commercial for any other product.

Of course, yet another option is to take $12,000 out of my 401k and fly to Chennai, India for two weeks to have one of the top surgeons in the world take on my case. I'm not kidding. I think the surgeon in Vancouver would be covered under my insurance (he's listed as a provider) but any other US surgeon that I would go to is not, and resurfacing would therefore cost in the ballpark of $40,000 for surgery and hospitalization. Surgery, hospitalization for 5 days, another 9 days at a resort in Chennai, and airfare would be only $12,000. And infection rates at Apollo Specialty Hospital are apparently better than your average US hospital. So says the well-informed hip resurfacing community, many of whom have chosen this option.

And now we arrive at the point where I whine, "I HAD EVERYTHING PLANNED! WHY ARE MY PLANS BEING DISRUPTED LESS THAN A MONTH BEFORE MY SURGERY!?" Seriously, I don't like this. Up until now it seemed like everything fell into place rather effortlessly, and frankly, I took it as a sign from the universe that I was doing the right thing. UNIVERSE, WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME??!!?

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

At Some Point, I Knew Something Was Wrong

I have this word document I wrote up before I saw my surgeon for the first time last summer. I tried to write down what sort of symptoms I was having and when they started and all that. I will log this information here for posterity!

I first started having/noticing hip problems when I was pregnant 13 years ago. My right hip would ‘catch’ painfully and just wouldn’t feel completely trustworthy sometimes. I attributed it to wonky pregnancy joint stuff. After I was done being pregnant, I still had symptoms so I saw a chiropractor. He did a couple of adjustments, thought it was likely some bursitis, and I seemed to improve.

I had my second pregnancy 9 years ago, and didn’t really notice the same hip problems. However, about 6 years ago I was having stiffness and pain again, so I went back to the same chiropractor I’d seen before. I had more adjustments then I’d had the first time, and wasn’t getting the results I’d gotten. I spoke with a friend who is a nurse practitioner, (and by ‘spoke with’ I mean ‘complained to over a couple of years’) and she encouraged me to have it looked at.

I had my right hip x-rayed at my general practitioner’s office about 4 years ago, and the diagnosis was “seems to have some arthritis” which the radiologist and my primary-care gal both thought was odd, given my age at the time of 37. She sent me for some physical therapy sessions, and the PT flat out told me she didn’t believe I had arthritis. I did some strengthening which I think helped my overall fitness level, but didn’t make a huge difference in the hip pain.

So after another couple of years complaining to my friend, she strongly suggested I see an actual orthopedist which I did about 17 months ago. He did more x-rays and confirmed the arthritis diagnosis, and noted that I had some dysplasia. The Dr. also asked me if I had injured myself jumping off of something as a child. I jumped out of swings as a kid, and I did jump off of my grandmother’s garage with my cousin, but we jumped on the side where the hill met the wall, and I don’t remember any injuries.

He said I should avoid high-impact activity, and that while I wasn’t a candidate then, I would likely be a candidate for a THR (Total Hip Replacement) in the future. I had heard of the resurfacing procedure and asked him about it, but he said that the studies he’d read said that the outcomes weren’t as good for women, but on the other hand, it may be that I’d be an ok candidate as I was pre-menopausal.

Since that time my right hip is almost always sore. When I stand up, I have to sort of ‘prepare’ myself to walk, and I limp some. I try to get cardio exercise on elliptical machines or in a Zumba aerobics class (Latin ballroom steps, low impact). I am achy if I get no exercise, but sometimes I am extra-achy after exercise.

Last summer I went on a trip with my best friend and my kids to Washington DC where I knew I’d be doing a lot of walking and standing in museums, etc. I carefully chose footwear, I tried to remember to sit down whenever I could. I took ibuprofen several times a day, and took pain meds a couple of nights, after having a hard time getting comfortable. Overall, I actually did better than I thought I would, pain-wise.

However, the pain has gotten worse in my day-to-day life. I take ibuprofen pretty much every day. I read other people’s stories about how they couldn’t sleep without pain meds, and I am not at that point. On the other hand, I always feel pain when I walk, my range of motion is not at all good, and I think about my hip all the time.

Last Halloween I over-did it at the gym (I thought I was taking it easy on a stationary bike, but I had the resistance too high) and I couldn't walk. I was stunned to have to sit home while everyone else went trick-or-treating.

So this is where I was when I decided I wanted to have the surgery. There was a bunch of additional surgery-related choices - mostly surgeon choice and timing - but I'll save those for another day.

Monday, March 7, 2011

So I'm Having Hip Resurfacing Surgery Soon

I'm scheduled for April 18, 2011 for Hip Resurfacing surgery with Dr. Harold Boyd in Salem, Oregon.

I've meant to start keeping a diary of sorts for some time now - to let my online peeps know what's up with me, to keep track of my progress and expectations about all of this, and just maybe inform someone else who might find this information helpful.

Wait, what are you having?
A hip resurfacing is like a hip replacement in that I'll end up with a new metal-on-metal joint, but it's different from a hip replacement in that I get to keep my femur. This procedure has been approved by the FDA for less than a decade, but there have been successful surgeons in other countries using the current technology for much longer.

The procedure is not well-known in the United States, which is another reason I wanted to post my experience online - I'd like to educate anyone I can that this option exists. There are several online communities that provide patient-to-patient information, which is how I learned about it.

Aren't you a little young for hip surgery?
Why, thank you, yes I am. I have been having worsening hip pain for over 12 years. At first I thought it was wonky pregnancy joints. But then I starting complaining about it when I hadn't been pregnant for some time. I had my first hip x-ray about five years ago and the diagnosis was "That's weird, it looks like you have some arthritis."

Two years ago, I thought well, if I have arthritis, maybe I'll go see a orthopedist who knows a thing or two about hips. There my diagnosis was confirmed, and I learned that the reason I had developed arthritis in my 30s was that my hip joint had not developed appropriately - I had mild dysplasia. Yes, if I was a German Shepherd I wouldn't have been allowed to breed. I'll wait here while you think up your own female dog joke....

The orthopedist I saw told me that I would eventually need a hip replacement, but as they only last "20 or 25 years" I should wait until I couldn't stand it any longer before I had it done. So that was really hopeful....

This procedure can help me act like a 42 year old, while I'm still 42. Rather than acting like a 65 year old, until I'm 65 and old enough for a total hip replacement.

And why aren't you having the surgery done by someone local?
It turns out that hip resurfacing is a bit more technical than a traditional hip replacement (this is not intuitive to me for some reason, but that's what the data show). The cup placement in the acetabulum (in the 'socket' of the pelvis) is very important for long-term wear of the implant.

Criteria for hip resurfacing is more limited that for total hip. For a while, they thought maybe women were not good candidates; but now they understand that as long as you have good bone size and density, you can be considered. Many women who would benefit from a new hip are post-menopausal, and therefore at higher risk for bone density issues. Younger, active people often make good candidates for hip resurfacing, since there is less risk of dislocation, better 'loading' of the hip (more like the natural joint), and fewer limitations in activity after surgery than a total hip replacement.

Anyway, there seems to be a noticeable learning curve with this procedure. Especially if you are not the 'perfect' patient, i.e., a large-boned male under age 65. So I hunted around these online communities and found Dr. Boyd, who has done over 700 of these procedures.

In case you're dying for more information, check out the following sites - they're chock full of detail.
Vicky Marlow's Hip Resurfacing Site
Patricia Walter's Surface Hippy Site